When the Playlist is on Shuffle

"So I'm trying to put it right

'Cause I want to love you with my heart

All this trying has made me tight

And I don't know even where to start"

...

"Drinking our cheap bottles of wine,

Sitting talking, up all night,

Saying things, we haven't for a while

A while, yeah"

...

"Thoughts read unspoken,

Forever and now

The pieces and memories,

Fall to the ground 

I know what I did, 

And how so 

I won't let this go 

'Cause it's true,

I am nothing 

Without you" 

Music and rhythm

Lyrics and words,

They are

All you. 

Every line is a memory

Every note is an emotion

Every beat is my heart

With yours

All of it

Is you.

"Still setting two plates 

On the counter,

But eating without you"

All the habits,

Everything done,

Without thinking

Now make me

Do the same.

Music

Poems

Chocolates

Perfume

Coffee

Sunlight

Rain

Autumn leaves

Everything beautiful to me

Mirrors you.

"Cause if one day you wake up

And find that you're missing me,

And your heart starts to wonder

Where on this earth I can be,

Thinking maybe you'll come back here

To the place that we'd meet,

And you'd see me waiting for you,

On the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving,

I'm not moving."

Stubborn

With a blindness

Fearing

A loss

Living

In a place

Where I'm dreaming

Holding on

To nothing

Or maybe

Just not giving up

On something

Invisible

To me.

"In the middle of September,

We still play out in the rain

Nothing to lose,

But everything to gain,

Reflecting now

On how things could've been,

It was worth it in the end"

Silence and laughter

Happiness and tears

Sight and speechlessness

Sound and beauty

Learning and understanding

Living in and falling out 

Confronting and escaping 

Constant and Changing 

Seen 

Felt 

Done 

It all. 

"If I could change the currents of our lives 

To make the river flow where it's run dry 

To be a prodigal of fallen time 

Then I 

Would see you tonight 

If I could find the years that went away, 

Destroying all the cruelty of fate, 

I must believe that love could find a way 

Tonight" 

Wondering, 

Thinking, 

Wishing, 

And knowing. 

And smiling, 

Still 

For reality, 

For beauty, 

For hope, 

For love. 

"Looking back, it was worth it all

All the promise and all the pain

No there’s not one thing I would change

Now that it’s gone, all there is to say-

Thanks for taking my breath away"

Looking out for 

Something 

Down the broken road 

Somewhere 

I can't see, 

Yet. 

"We're smiling 

But we're close to tears, 

Even after all these years

We just now got the feeling 

That we're meeting 

For the first time"